heart.
let's chase the summer and forget the world.
Sunday, December 31, 2006!
HandWritten on; 1:45 AM
people! the J1 orientation groupings are out! huitian was the one who told me about it haha it felt reallyy scary but now after we know our grps and everything it doesnt seem that scary anymore. okay i really hope orientation will be a really fun time. okay here's huitian and my sms conversation btw
huitian: have you seen the og list?
jiaying: OG LIST??? WHERE?!
haha as you can tell i was pretty damn freaked out. okay(: og12 hmm.
siyu: i blogged! now cant see your face anymore ): ):
anyway i kinda missed dance camp a little. actually more yesterday. it was like four schools dance camp together so we were separated into four grps with people from different schools. it was good knowing your own school's people better. and it feels weird to respond when people call for hwachong. but oh well. haha three more days!! huitian!!
so delicious;
Wednesday, December 27, 2006!
HandWritten on; 12:07 AM
one fabulous day out with the dancers. one fabulous night playing bridge and just talking about life plus one fabulous morning at helen's house. let the photos do the talking.
so at first we were in town.


SIYU <3 AND I.
then we went to vivo!

SUCH LOVELY PEOPLE.

omg I LOVE LIPING <3

LIPING!

liping's cookie for me! :D

stalking jiayuan and chit
then we boarded a bus to helen's house. on board the bus:

just simply cause dancers are SO MUCH love <3

I HEART DANCERS!
at helen's house(:

that babe you see above is just so wonderful(:

TADAH. believe me. this is CHIT. :D

helen jiaying!

our fat cheeks(:

me, pig, helen!

we love each other <3

HAHAHAH WE'RE FIERCE PEOPLE.

WHAT HAPPENED TO MEISIEW! HAHAH this photo made me laugh a thousand times.

our lovely breakfast at 12noon :D

let us show you the view...

helen's messy table! with so much food :D

BANG. and you're dead.

AWARD-WINNING PHOTOGRAPH ONE: THE AUTISTIC HELEN
PHOTOGRAPHER: ONG CHIT YIN

AWARD-WINNING PHOTOGRAPH TWO: UNTITLED
PHOTOGRAPHER: LING JIA YING
HAHA I LOVE NANYANG MODERN DANCE ALOT! CAUSE I LOVE THE DANCERS ALOT ALOT ALOT. <3
sorry for some of the screwed up photos like uneven edges and everything. was lazy to resize some of them so they may appear too large. haha and some too small. but whatever, it's the people in the photos who truly count(:
i was just thinking that it's really hard to find people who can understand you so well and whom you can really connect to. people who know you so well, know all your strengths and the ways you may suck. but still love you all the same. perhaps even more. i feel damn lucky i found all of them. dancers. i cant imagine life without you wonderful people. who put up with me willingly when i was going out of line. who taught me more things about life that i ever knew. who made me realise that such fantastic people actually exist in this world. you guys really make my life much much happier. i love all of you so so much. <3
etched in my heart;
Monday, December 25, 2006!
HandWritten on; 9:00 PM
<3 MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE. :D
got some xmas sms greetings last night from some people i didnt really expect. haha i feel so loved <3 thanks everyone for their xmas wishes :D :D
haha spent today happily shopping. with chit jiayuan liping siyu jiayi whee haha went town. so long since i last went shopping like really shopping cause haven got enough money haha. anyway, bought some stuff. siyu and i ate takopachi while the rest had yoshinoya then went vivo with chit liping jiayuan meisiewww. not my favourite place to shop but oh well :D bought some stuff. discovered some really wonderful shops hahah (: then went helen's house with chit liping and meisiew! where i still am. :D haha going to sleepover till tmr :D with CHIT and MEISIEW. liping just left, her mom thinks helen will kill her somehow :S poor liping. hahah honey lua tian tian. hahahah so lame. okay. took some photos with liping's phone haha and chit wanted to delete all of them HAHA. i wanted to eat pastamania but nobody else wants to. so sad. haha. anyway i love shopping and i love chit jiayuan liping siyu jiayi meisiew and helen! <3 SHARON ABANDONED US LAST MINUTE. kick her. oh and maybe photos up sometime (:
merry xmas merry xmas merry xmas! thankyou siyu for her very pretty letter and christmas tree candy. and CHIT ONG LE LE for her very pretty self printed card and hersheys kisses! <3 and jiayi for her postcard and candy cane. and jiayuan for her cookies though i think her mom was the one who did most of the baking(: helen for letting us stay at her beautiful and romantic house with lights that change colours:D and her pizza and drumlets heehee. sharon for my card, which is like not here yet since she abandoned us last minute haha. LIPING for her supersweet cookies and arriving early everytime and called me to chat while i was still waiting for the bus to go meet them cause she was feeling bored since she was there super early :D yay i love you people. dancers rock woo. so lovely(: YES I AGREE<3 says chit. :D
it's a silent night;
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HandWritten on; 12:33 AM
went to work today with LIPING! :D poor liping, had to struggle through the day with me at the stupid stall when she could have gone shopping around in town or something. it's XMAS EVE. then i think everyone sane went town to look at the lights or immerse themselves in the christmassy atmosphere then no one go to heartland malls and buy from me. ): haha sales was quite poor today. luckily liping was around. to entertain me and helped me run alot of errands. :D i'm going town tmr! with chit liping jiayuan jiayi. dontknw where did sharon disappear to. then to vivo to meet helen then to crash her house for sleepover (probably) !! (: haha thanks liping for accompanying me today. and thanks dear chit for wednesday. you all just make my day(: i love love love you all <3
anyway my bag. haha siyu and liping and chit! i didnt regret buying the bag! haha chit and jiayuan both insisted that it was nicer than the one i originally wanted but i liked it still! (: its white. quite simple(:
close to a week till school starts again. sigh. this is the best holidays ever, with no holiday homework and with me able to get home late every single night, and i really want it to last forever. i am super scared of next year. i dont know what it is all going to be like. school, work, dance. i dont want them to come seriously. like dance camp next week thurs and friday. i'm kinda dreading it i hate self chereo and mixing around with people i dont know and having to work with them and those crap. just the thought of it makes me feel so stoned and stupid. aaaahhh ): I MISS NANYANG MODERN DANCE.
ANYWAY, it's 25th dec already! :D merry christmas darlings. <3 i wrote 25 xmas cards this year, posted some, some still with me. got to give them all out soon. (:
i'll give it to someone special;
Sunday, December 24, 2006!
HandWritten on; 2:10 AM
:D hello people. have been going around lately these few days in a rather desperate effort to get school stuff for next year. roamed around with bun anyi jiayuan and today, chit too (: walked down almost the whole stretch of town today. finally gotten some stuff, i definitely have to learn to be more decisive and less impulsive. hahahah that kinda sound a wee bit contradicting. haha oh well. okay, like tmr's xmas eve!! AND IM WORKING. what the hell. but liping is coming to visit me ! :D whee good girl. haha just hope you dont get bored to death cause it's realllyyy boring. i know chit says selling clothes is fun but dont listen to her. haha SIGH i really hate the feeling of regretting it when you have bought something. which is like something i have been feeling these few days. and i keep getting stuff which i dont really like THAT much. but it's a headache to think of so many factors and consider so many things so i will be like, whatever then just get it. THIS IS DAMN BAD. cause i'm spending more that what i earn. it's tough to work and earn that wee bit of money. so i should be more thrifty. right now im like spending each and every cent of my pay away, paying for my own stuff like bags and stuff, and paying phone bills myself. oh man.
anyway my xmas wish is to move back homeeee. !! (: anyway i got three more xmas cards today from xuee huifang and qianying! :D haha okay it's like 2.20AM now i better be sleeping with work on tmr. shall wake my sister up to finish her online homework. goodnight and well merry xmas's eve everyone! have a good time out there <3
up the milky way;
Tuesday, December 19, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:40 PM
SOOOO. yesterday was class bbq at shermaine's condo. haha our bbq plan was quite a failure due to the rainnnnnnn. we were like starting the fire under umbrellas and everything. sticking satay sticks into chicken wings under the pool side shelter thing. aaah we didnt manage to bbq much in the end in the super heavy rain which comes and goes then shermaine had this brillant idea of hers like covering the food with aluminium foil and then putting the umbrellas on them to shelter the food from the rain. quite successful though ! until the wind comes and knock the umbrellas off. ah haha we were soooo drenched we dont even need umbrellas anymore, we wasted hell lot of food. but it was very memorable in the end :D at least we got some kind of a class gathering huh. hahah :D
after that waited for wanteng and charmaine to reach in the rain then went up to shermaine's house to bathe and wash up and stuff. in the end all we ate was the beehoon and curry cooked by shermaine's maid. okaaay so much food wasted. |: anyway then it was like eleven plus. me wanteng shermaine charmaine jiayuan shuhui corinna took a bus down to bishan but the last train like just departed so we had to cab down to town. shuhui left for home. paradiz center closed. corinna left after that then lucky plaza, hot shots closed. went kpool in the end. quite noob in the mass of pro people. hahah okay actually its quite fun! but i guess we were kinda tired so didnt really played much. left kpool at two am. shermaine had to go holland v and charmaine had to get home so all's left is me wanteng and jiayuan hahahah the three noobs. :D :D :D
caught a movie (the holiday) from 3am to like 520am okay good at least killed much of our time :D it was a good movie ! but i was like falling asleep cause i was like tireddddd out. like what time is it la. but then it was good fun hahahah after that the three of us walked around. it was like 5 in the morning ! hahah very memorable okay like how many times do you walk around orchard at 5 in the morning?? :D we didnt knw where to go, ended up at lido 24hrs macs. wanteng and i fell asleep while jiayuan stoned for one hour hahah then the buses started operation then jiayuan went homeeeeee. wanteng and i wanted to sleep so badly then decided to get to kap to sleeep cause like no one will care about you there but then we slept past our stop on 171 then we were like ah whatever la lets just get to yishun then went back to sleeep. it was such a long ride! we slept the whole one plus hour. ate macs breakfast, had tea to keep awake then rode train to zz house at clementi. slept for two hours over there hahahahahahah then wanteng went off and i went with zz to cut her hair. okay after that then went back to her house, to imm to find my mom, to her office for some buffet thing. i must have looked like wahh puffy eyes and messy hair. :D
im online now watching some of youtube and i think i should go do what i should do in this kinda weather : sleep :D braved the rain like hell yesterday. in the bbq and in town like wow the rain just suddenly came down like crazy. so many umbrellas were flipped upside down la. then the umbrella which the very nice cab uncle gave to us is like now spoiled hahah :D AND IT WAS DAMN COLD. i wore three layers in all and i was still freezing. wow. oh ya photos from bunny's camera soon (:
hahahahah OKAY so that was yesterday ! :D all in all it was a memorable day! tmr i gotta work which sucksssss. hahah hope the above was not too boring (: just realised it's a long chuck of words. okay (: yay chit may be coming to visit me at work tmr! :D
byebye forever;
Saturday, December 16, 2006!
HandWritten on; 1:31 AM
HELLO! i think that the xmas stocking below is damn lame. i shall delete it when i feel like it. which is probably never. but thanks everyone for your xmas wishes! :D
i wrote xmas cards today during work. yes i know i was slacking. it's so empty at imm today the sales was soooo bad it was the worst ever since i started working so i was kinda easily annoyed hahahahah my sister got most of my temper (: im still working tmr. and next wed and probably next friday as well. AAAAH so tiring. okay people come visit me. not at imm tmr though. ah wherever it still sucks la.
okay i went queensway with my mom yesterday. in the car we made some wrong turn then she was pissed at me then after that she tried to talk to me i was pissed at her for making a big deal out of nothing but since i need her to buy me my shoes after all i've got no choice but to break the ice. hahahah it was quite funny actually. i didnt like REALLY talk to my mom for quite some time :D okay hahah quite productive cause i got my new shoes. i dont really love them but the salesgirl looks so ah-lianish with alot of makeup and everything i felt quite intimidated so i didnt really dared to ask much then just got everything fast. somemore my mom was happily on the phone so whenever i asked her anything she just gestured and said okay (which means make the decision yourself and MAKE SURE YOU DONT REGRET IT) so i was like ahhh. anyway, they clash with the uniform next year i would think but the salesgirl said nowadays the trend is to mismatch colours which i didnt believe but whatever. okaay.
class bbq on monday at shermaine's condo. (:
you got me right where you want me;
Wednesday, December 13, 2006!
HandWritten on; 12:45 AM
HEEHEEHEE :D
Tuesday, December 12, 2006!
HandWritten on; 1:41 AM
hello people! hmm! haha you know my life is made up of these groups of wonderful, beautiful people!! :
* dancemates! <3 jiayi jiayuan sharon helen meisiew xue yunning siying!
* dance juniors(: they make me happy.
* 403 people like wanteng xinying anyi eunice yijing and lots more.
* friends from 209 two years ago who have never forgotten the fond times we spent together and are always there with a smile!
* MY COUSINS especially hongling and shihui!
* primary school friends like shermin (who's like in scgs but still a really close friend of mine :D) june and serene
* of course, my mommy sister and brother though they drive me mad sometimes. and my very hip and modern aunty and uncle(:
i was just telling shermin yesterday over the phone that with all these people in my life, who know and love me for who i am, i feel really really really blessed. (: i realised i am quite loved actually, and i thank god for that. shermin told me im quite lucky actually hmm. there are people who i talk to every other few days and of course, those who im not very close to now but i know that when i need them, they will definitely be there for me. they make me happy they make me laugh they make me smile. with them around, seriously what else can i ask for! :D im really glad for them. haha all of a sudden i feel so so so blessed(: HELLO! THANK YOU ALL OF YOU ALL! haha and i love all of you so so much! <3
we were strangers in a crazy adventure;
Sunday, December 03, 2006!
HandWritten on; 1:44 AM

dancers! <3

xueen and i! <3

the five people out of seven from 403 ): but still! :D

cheryl jiaying!

jiayi jiaying!

okay this is super blur but hahah xueen and i were totally taking photos with her phone everywhere!(:
grad night! haha it wasnt fabulous and all but well i guess it was memorable(: the food was hmm and haha well it's the people that matter anyway(: screamed like hell when sharon was up on stage for the catwalk contest thing. haha luckily she won haha or else jiayuan and i would be screaming for nothing. :D
okay started off at helen's house then desperately flagged a cab to hilton. it was cool when the bellboy (?) hahah opened the door for us hahahahaha so cool. okay lets continue. then dinner was buffet and all. i thought that dinner at lifeskills camp was betterr! okay then games and stuff. sigh nothing was all very touching but well (: haha after that went with sharon xuee jiayuan and yunning! to catch a midnight movie at cine which we watched till like two plus in the morning. cabbed to yunning's beautiful house reached at almost three. took some last photos (with much difficulty hahah) in our dresses then washed up it was almost four! ordered in macs breakfast watched dvd hahahahahah then as expected, i fell asleep. (: when macs came in i woke up ate the mcmuffin and i fell asleep again. hahahah then sharon and i walked jiayuan to the busstop at ten cos she needs to get back to cut her hair hahah then walked back. all of us slept again then xueen woke me up at two to have lunch! yunning's house is beautiful, and so is yunning. (: although it was like mid afternoon it still felt like the morning haha it was a nice lazy afternoon it was a pity jiayuan had to leave early ): we talked ate slept (yunning's sofas are too comfyy(: we fell asleep tonnes of times ) then had to go after koping some of her dvds and shallow books (according to her) haha all in all i lovee yunning xue sharon jiayuan! <3 cos they are love.(: